I’ve always liked the idea of being a really aesthetic, organized and healthy person. But it seems like every time I make an attempt I just fall right back within a few days.

Recently I’ve been keeping my room a bit cleaner (my closet is pretty horrible but I’ve been cleaning it occasionally) which I like though everything else I want to be I’m basically the opposite. Lately I’ve been falling asleep at 6-7 am, waking up at 1-2 pm, feeling like I’m a mess that is always tired and has a headache, and all I had to eat this entire day was a croissant and a piece of bread with pesto on it that I had an allergic reaction to. (Its like 5:30 am when I’m typing this.)

Aaaaa