The most beautiful thoughts are always besides the darkest

Today, I seriously thought about killing youI contemplated, premeditated murder

And I think about killing myself

And I love myself way more than I love you, so…

Today, I thought about killing you, premeditated murder

You'd only care enough to kill somebody you love

The most beautiful thoughts are always besides the darkest

Just say it out loud to see how it feels

People say "don't say this, don't say that"

Just say it out loud, just to see how it feels

Weigh all the options, nothing's off the table

Today, I thought about killing you, premeditated murder

I think about killing myself

And I, I love myself way more than I love you

The most beautiful thoughts are always besides the darkest

I think this is the part where I'm supposed to say somethin' good to compensate it so it doesn't come off bad

But sometimes I think really bad things

Really, really, really bad things

And I love myself way more than I love you

See, if I was tryin' to relate it to more people

I'd probably say I'm struggling with loving myself

Because that seems like a common theme

But that's not the case here

I love myself way more than I love you

And I think about killing myself

So, best believe, I thought about killing you today

Premeditated murder