I can't have a family I can't have friends I can't have a job I can't follow my dreams I can't have a childhood I can't be myself anymore I am a mess And what other family's said to me I am a fucked up person I have no purpose in life And no one will care if I were to die I wish I was normal I wish I still had my friends But I have no friends I can talk to So what's the point of life if I can't keep my friends I'm a fucked up person and a mess