i hate my life sometimes. i express my hatred of life a lot. i do a bad job of instantly going to the first discord server that i see and venting there. it's become a really bad habit of mine and i want to stop it. this page will be venting a lot, and if you expect more than that then check out my darflen profile. i use it more than this site. https://darflen.com/users/--
i thought i would share some daily affirmations i use with you guys if you wanted them
i am a mistake
it's never worth it
everything is a lie
i can't escape
i have no freedom
i need her i need her i need her i nee
guns were a great invention
i'm still a mistake
i repeat each of these to myself in the morning 5 times while staring at myself in the mirror
i haven't posted here in days but don't worry guys i still hate myself 
i fucked upā¦ BIG timeā¦
with youtube rolling out a new feature where your @(handles) can be different languages other than english, people discovered one-character channel handles were possible if they translate to english phrases with at least 3 characters
from there i jokingly decided to try and see if there were channels with a single emoji as their handle, because that would be funny if that actually could work! right? right???
one existed. it actually fucking existed. a channel with an emoji as their handle. this was (still is) LEGENDARY. and i was the second person to find this out, the first obviously being the channel that did it. so when i found out about this extremely valuable information, which of the following do you think i did?
claim one for myself
post the image above in a discord server full of people interested in this stuff
here's a hint - the latter. i did the latter
within 10 minutes of me posting that image, all 17 possible emoji handles were taken. they're actively selling them amongst each other for $5000-$10000 each. if i had kept my mouth shut i might've been able to claim a bunch of them on my own channels and sell them for $5k each after. but no, i did the exact opposite! it's upsetting that someone now has 4 of these ALL BECAUSE OF ME and yet iām left with none. oh well i guessā¦
likes on wasteof are more valuable than usd anyways! right? right???
my mom yelled at me for assuming i was on my phone in the bathroom because she didn't know where i was until i got out (i wasn't on my phone) and also said i can't have my phone charge in my bedroom anymore because apparently i'm on it after bedtime (i'm not)
my dad doesn't mind either of those things since he actually trusts me so when my mom finished he came into my room and just shrugged lmao
you'll never guess which jeffalo video popped its way into my recommended
first day of summer break and i ācan't be staying up super lateā it's 9:20 and i'm already actively getting ready to go to bed
