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View allI wish friends had stars bars like in cattails. And wikis. What do you like, what do you hate? I love you. Do you love me too? Do you hate me? I miss you. I miss you all. I’m missing the ones I still talk to, just thinking about the day we’ll part. I can’t imagine not talking to you for the rest of my life, even if it’s not often. Even if we’re just catching up at the end of the week. ‘For a season or a reason’, but, I can’t do that. I care too much. You’re all so great. You’ve all taught me something. You’ve all seen me grow.
I’ve known you since I was 10. You’ve known me longer than any other friend. I have never had a friend I kept longer. Since September 2022. I remember our first conversations. I don’t remember our last. I don’t remember our last long one, either. I love you. I was so annoying. Lord. Why’d you put up with me? I was weird, really just plain odd, was rude to you, rude to your friends, rude to… everyone. You were a better representation of my religion and you aren’t even a part of it. Did I lead you astray? I was so horrible back then. I wouldn’t be surprised. I wish you weren’t so old. I wish you didn’t have to stop talking to me. I wish you didn’t want to.