hi hi hi, pinned post time (subject to change bc people change)!
online aliases (in order of preference): ally, ally :), allyz, ally smile
essentials: she/her, person of color, in university on my 2nd degree (suffering) ♡
mainly post stuff about my life! i try to keep my profile a happy, comfy & safe place. i also really like existing peacefully, so if you’re here to say things that will hurt people’s feelings or cause arguments, this is not the place for you :)
interests:
detroit: become human, skyrim: the elder scrolls v, minecraft, SCP, one direction, louis tomlinson, drawing, writing, donating blood, everything everywhere all at once, resident evil 2 & 4, valorant
so apparently all i have to do on my university’s minecraft server is roleplay a waiter to get 20 diamonds? you bet im putting on my best retail face
(context: i joined one of the dance clubs at my university) getting 8k steps from one club meeting is INSANE
oh to have a chandelier fall on me (but non-lethally) like in Phantom of the Opera…
tell me i’m not the only one who still collects those little prizes you get from the dentist for behaving well as a kid
hypoallergenic dogs and cats are the best… i hugged a dog and had it sit in my lap for the first time in my life last week and it was life-changing 
so signing up for an early morning seminar and forcing myself to attend is actually improving my sleep schedule? cannot remember the last time before this that i slept before 5am
howdy! just wanted to update a little on what’s been happening.
basically i’m still recovering from what i’m pretty sure was depression & another more harmful brain state :v other unfortunate stuff happened, but my irls are really helping me battle it out.
i am now moderately better and have been trying to keep up with hobbies like video games, going out with friends, and D&D
rest be assured i will stay in the mortal coil for the forseeable future!“back” wouldn’t be a 100% correct term but you will hopefully hear from me at least semi-frequently :] hope all of you are alright, please update me on what you’ve been up to if you’d like
taking a hopefully short indefinite wasteof break; might also be less active on discord depending on school stuff. take care
from a quick glance around the lecture hall during class:
1 person is playing chess
i see at least 2 people doing computer science homework
surprisingly only 1 person shopping - i expected more
at least 5 people randomly scrolling through the lecture slides
1 person who is asleep
1 person with a black computer screen staring into space
more people than usual are on task today! but clearly i am not :P
love dressing up for class! i’m suffering; might as well suffer in style 
