@owenathletic

i used to like be into art and stuff like that and i was pretty good at drawing but at some point my passion for it seemed to like slowly decline and eventually go away and like even tho i can still draw pretty well i dont rly have any drive to even pick up a pen and paper anymore

idk why that happened but like i kinda wish i still had that drive lol

i feel like most ppl probably feel that way about some things tho

we exist just to like breathe and eat and die

i just had the idea - whats worse getting stung by a bee or burning urself on ur stovetop?

im actually curious now cuz like im thinking the bee sting cuz it stings for a while but ive never been stung by a bee so idk

but the stove is like a rly sharp pain but it doesnt stay for too long so idk

Scotland kinda sucks right now cuz its so damn cold and wet and grey

have u ever heard of the Glasgow effect? like its this thing that kinda says ppl who r from Glasgow have a shortened lifespan cuz of how bad the environment is

so like ppl from Glasgow have a life expectancy of 72.9 years while the rest of the UK has a life expectancy of 74.7

like imagine living in a city so shitty that it shortens ur lifespan by like 5 years

its so unfair that some people just live in warm countries where they can go outside and like spend time outdoors and go for hikes through beautiful areas

like i just wanna be able to go to some rly nice warm places and spend time walking around cool areas

but nah i just have to live in rainy cold Glasgow where if u want to go hiking u just gotta go to like a rly cold forest and like walk through the freezing wind on ur way up the hill

sometimes when im walking around i just like feel super aware of myself and its like weirdly uncomfortable cuz like i can like feel my feet hitting the ground and i can feel my arms swinging and it feels like its awkward or something like that but ig its just me overthinking everything cuz its literally just me walking normally but like my brain makes it feel rly weird when im just walking

idk if that makes sense but it always feels weird lmao

there should be more places that play loud music in the background - i like having a good song i can hear while im out and about and some places dont play any music which sucks

id love to be able to just be out and about doing stuff and have a catchy tune playing in the background - its just like super nice listening to music while ur shopping

do u ever like stop and think about how weird our mouths are? like its a hole in our body that just connects to the rest of our insides so like we can just eat stuff and stuff goes inside our body thats kind of like crazy if u think about it

i wish it would stop raining cuz im so tired of walking while its pissing it down

what do u think about people who vape - personally i think its kinda stupid like its not doing anyone any good it just makes the person vaping feel cool which is dumb

do u think its possible that other planets out there maybe have life on them? like maybe there are actual aliens somewhere on a planet but we just dont know about it? honestly its kinda crazy to think that there might be because like aliens sound like they should only be in sci fi movies but it could also be possible cuz like life on earth originated from stuff like asteroids hitting into earth from other planets so theres like a chance that life can like survive in space

but its also still so crazy that its just cool to think about

sometimes i find myself listening to my parents talk and it just feels so weird cuz it always feels like they r discussing some deep and interesting topics but then they will just switch to some mundane conversation and its like wtf i thought u guys were talking about smthn important

but in the end its always fine it just feels weird that theyre discussing something they think is super important but then its like some stupid topic its just kinda funny to watch

i rly like going on walks at night i think theyre kinda calming and cool because like there r so few ppl up at that time so its like the whole world to myself

i also find them kinda scary because its super dark and theres like no one around but also like the way the lights look at night is kinda pretty cuz like they look like theyre shimmering in the dark like they r stars or something and the whole city just feels like another world

sometimes i find myself thinking about the future and stuff and i feel like i need to figure everything out but then like im still quite young and i havent rly found what i want to do yet and i kinda get worried sometimes that im like wasting my life or something

but ig im just too young and i cant rly expect myself to know like what ill want to do in the future yet

like im still young so i dont rly need to worry about that type of stuff yet