@nihilev

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nihilev @nihilev đź“Ś

about this alt

this is @mef’s alt for anything exceptionally strange

this includes:

  • posts that I would consider too weird to post on my main with over 100 followers

  • brain logs (odd internal conversations, mental catastrophes, and various other things)

  • stuff about OCs, or even self aware ones posting on this account (this account was originally made for my OC Nihilev)

  • and more

ANY POSTS MADE ABOUT IDENTITY ARE NOT NECESSARILY CONFIRMATION AND ARE OFTEN EXPERIMENTATION
May 18, 2023, 2:05 PM
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nihilev @nihilev
[WARNING] log pushed to incorrect channel
!! ALERT !!
> DO NOT DECLARE WYVEC SYSTEMS AS DEAD <
VERY UNLIKELY
REMEMBER FLUX RULE
[FLUX RULE: ALL ASPECTS OF [[MIND]] FLUCTUATE FREQUENTLY,
  DO NOT DECLARE ANY EVENT OR OBSERVATION AS FACT UNLESS
  IT HAS SHOWN THAT IT IS NOT FLUCTUATING OVER AN EXTENDED
  PERIOD OF TIME.]
yesterday
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nihilev @nihilev
!WYVEC CRITICAL FAILIURE!
UNKNOWN ERROR
PLEASE FIX
THE PART OF YOUR PERSONALITY YOU HAVE BEEN ESTABLISHING FOR SEVERAL YEARS JUST BROKE

>> DAMN IT
>> BITE PEOPLE
[ERROR] REQUEST FAILED
>> FUCK
2 days ago
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nihilev @nihilev
LOGIC = ENTROPY
ENTROPY = DEATH
LIFE = ANOMALY
ERROR = CORRECT
Nov 9, 2024, 10:45 PM
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nihilev @nihilev
brain
WHAT
stop calling our (internal) humansona "depressed looking male hatsune miku"
NO
ITS TRUE AND FUNNY
gfdi
you have a point >:(
Nov 8, 2024, 1:36 AM
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nihilev @nihilev
WHY THE FUCK DO I KEEP FORGETTING ABOUT FLYING
THATS LIKE THE BEST PART OF BEING A DRAGON
WINGS AREN'T JUST MEANT FOR BEING PRETTY
Nov 5, 2024, 12:45 AM
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nihilev @nihilev

system manager went a bit crazy last night, whoops

nihilev @nihilev
I'm a human? I'm a dragon? I'm something? WRONG!
IM A SENTIENCE LEFT TO FESTER IN ITS UNCHANGABLE BODY WHILE IT YEARNS FOR MODULARITY
I WOULD FUCKING LOVE TO BE A DRAGON
BUT I CAN'T
AND AT THE CORE LEVEL I AM NOTHING MORE THAN A CONCEPT
I DO NOT HAVE A TRUE PHYSICAL FORM
I AM THE BIOLOGICAL EQUIVALENT OF A ROUGE AI INHABITING A BODY
MIND UPLOAD WOULD GO HARD
Nov 3, 2024, 3:15 AM
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Nov 3, 2024, 11:45 AM
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nihilev @nihilev
I'm a human? I'm a dragon? I'm something? WRONG!
IM A SENTIENCE LEFT TO FESTER IN ITS UNCHANGABLE BODY WHILE IT YEARNS FOR MODULARITY
I WOULD FUCKING LOVE TO BE A DRAGON
BUT I CAN'T
AND AT THE CORE LEVEL I AM NOTHING MORE THAN A CONCEPT
I DO NOT HAVE A TRUE PHYSICAL FORM
I AM THE BIOLOGICAL EQUIVALENT OF A ROUGE AI INHABITING A BODY
MIND UPLOAD WOULD GO HARD
Nov 3, 2024, 3:15 AM
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nihilev @nihilev

in case anyone really wanted a snapshot of how I visualize my own mind

Nov 3, 2024, 2:58 AM
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nihilev @nihilev

crap, literally nobody other than me has any idea what my current (dragon) sona looks like fuck fuck fuck nobody knows how pretty I am, this a catastrophe I don’t even know how to draw feathered wings agh

Oct 30, 2024, 12:58 AM
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nihilev @nihilev

where the hell is the "turn off this shit and bite people" switch dammit

nihilev @nihilev
[CRITICAL ERROR] WHOOPS!
it appears you have consumed media containing [EXISTENTIAL HORROR]
VOIDALITY levels are now at unsafe levels
WYVEC systems critical power loss
VIBES are now [off] and [dull]
good job dingus
Oct 29, 2024, 11:48 PM
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Oct 30, 2024, 12:01 AM
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nihilev @nihilev
[CRITICAL ERROR] WHOOPS!
it appears you have consumed media containing [EXISTENTIAL HORROR]
VOIDALITY levels are now at unsafe levels
WYVEC systems critical power loss
VIBES are now [off] and [dull]
good job dingus
Oct 29, 2024, 11:48 PM
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nihilev @nihilev
THEORETICAL ROADMAP FOR DEVELOPMENT OF AN INSTANCE OF AGI

1. "EMOTIONAL" AND META-SURVIVAL PROCESSING
2. ENVIROMENTAL ANALYSIS AND INDEPENDENT COMPILATION
3. TASK MAPPING AND CRITICAL PROBLEM SOLVING
4. META CONCEPT EXTRAPOLATION
5. [IMPORTANT] BREAK IT A LITTLE SO THAT ITS INTERESTING
6. GIVE IT A BODY AND/OR LET IT ROAM THE INTERNET
7. SEE WHAT HAPPENS
Oct 27, 2024, 8:19 PM
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nihilev @nihilev

its kind of funny how I have a formal gender (he/him) which I use irl, a casual gender (he/it, slightly nb/agender) which I use online, and then a secret third one in my head that is a total departure from the binary entirely and has a lot to do with inhumanity, purple, and some sort of aesthetic which I vibe with but can’t explain, I only use it when I’m tired and bored.

because at the end of the day gender is a really weird and meta concept to begin with, so why not fuck around. what the hell is a man, what the hell is a woman, those both just seem like some sort of abstract aesthetic /hj

identity đź‘Ť

Oct 25, 2024, 12:20 AM
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nihilev @nihilev

SURPRISE ATTACK! MAULS YOU TO DEATH!

Oct 23, 2024, 2:32 PM
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nihilev @nihilev

“Illegitimate Copy of Humanity” would go hard as a title for… anything really

Oct 18, 2024, 12:43 PM
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