@nihilev

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nihilev @nihilev đź“Ś

about this alt

this is @mef’s alt for anything exceptionally strange

this includes:

  • posts that I would consider too weird to post on my main with over 100 followers

  • brain logs (odd internal conversations, mental catastrophes, and various other things)

  • stuff about OCs, or even self aware ones posting on this account (this account was originally made for my OC Nihilev)

  • and more

ANY POSTS MADE ABOUT IDENTITY ARE NOT NECESSARILY CONFIRMATION AND ARE OFTEN EXPERIMENTATION
May 18, 2023, 2:05 PM
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nihilev @nihilev
Creatures of Sonaria more like I HATE YOU WHY ARE YOU ONE OF THE FEW CREATURE GAMES
THAT I CAN PLAY THAT HAS GOOD CREATURE MODELS BUT YOU HAVE SUCH STUPID STINKY TIME-
SINK GAMEPLAY AND ARE A MONETIZED ROBLOX GAME WHYYYY YOUR CREATURES ARE SO COOL BUT
YOUR GAME IS SO ASS

(I am mad because I don't have any appealing alternatives)
Oct 18, 2024, 12:35 AM
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nihilev @nihilev
[thoughtstream] do you think if a protogen stuck its claws into someone's
spine it could interface with their brain and Mess Em' Up Big Time™
Oct 15, 2024, 2:21 PM
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nihilev @nihilev
COHERENT OUTPUT FROM GENERATIVE PROCESSING CREATED
MEETS REQUIREMENTS:
  - SICK AS HELL
  - UTILIZES OUR THEMES
  - COULD BE EXPRESSED
WARNINGS:
  - OH FUCK HOW WOULD WE EVEN DO THAT
the struggle
Oct 14, 2024, 7:40 PM
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nihilev @nihilev

my brain is so silly it’ll be like “oh hey I want to be a really abstract dragon that might be somewhat related to a fighter jet but not“ and then “no we’re done with this imaginary crap what am I doing” and then a day later be like “I AM A PROTOGEN RN” its kinda annoying kinda great

Oct 13, 2024, 2:30 AM
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nihilev @nihilev
CORE    [ ||||  ]
DRAGON  [ |||   ]
PROTOS  [ ||||  ]
FERALIS [ ||    ]

ALL SYSTEMS ONLINE
NEUROS META-SYSTEMS PURGE AND RESET IN PROGRESS (not a bad thing)
Oct 12, 2024, 11:36 PM
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nihilev @nihilev
>> get diagnostic CORE_THOUGHTFORM_ACTIVITY
> ACTIVITY DIAGNOSTICS
    CORE    [ ||||  ]
    FERALIS [ |||   ]
    PROTOS  [       ]
    DRAGON  [ |||   ]

what
>> get diagnostic DRAGON
> DIAGNOSTIC OF DRAGON
    META-THOUGHTFORM: OFFLINE, FILE INOPERATIVE
    GENERATIVE SYSTEM: ONLINE, ACTIVE
    MAIN DATABASE: OFFLINE, CRITICAL ERRORS
    ENERGY INJECTOR: ONLINE, ACTIVE

    OVERALL STATUS: PARTIAL FAILIURE, CONTINUING TO OPERATE OK OTHERWISE

mf what
istg this thing is Schrödinger's dragon
except the main thoughtform is inoperative
its "body" is completely offline but its still interacting with NEUROS
...
it's annoying that it really won't stay dead for very long after I'm like "Yup, its DEFINITELY dead now, its fucking rotting look at it."
DRAGON the entity is dead, DRAGON the system is (kinda) not, I think I need to just purge its database and fix some things
I don't know how comfortable I am with giving it a new body right now though
Oct 9, 2024, 12:23 AM
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nihilev @nihilev
NOW INTRODUCING: NEUROS AGI[NO] GI[NO] INTELLIGENCE[GOOD ENOUGH]
USING STATE OF THE [EXISTENCE] TECHNOLOGY, YOU TOO CAN UTILIZE COGNITION
INCLUDES:
  HIGHLY ADAPTIVE PROCESSING STRUCTURE
  UNKNOWN MEMORY LIMIT (WE HAVEN'T REACHED IT YET!)
  VOID GENERATIVE PROCESSES
  ADVANCED SELF PRESERVATION PROTOCOLS
  EMOTIONAL PROCESSING SUITE
  SCREAMING
  UNIQUE URGES
  HIGHLY OPTIMIZED PROCESSING SPEED
  EFFORTLESS AUTOMATED MULTI-THREADING (BACKGROUND PROCESSES ONLY)
  A TERMINAL
  FLESH
  STRANGE PRIMAL REQUIREMENTS TO HAVE A DIFFERENT EXTERNAL FRAME
  AUTOMATIC DAMAGE DIAGNOSTIC ALERTS
  OPERATIONAL SAFTEY SYSTEMS
  EXISTENTIAL AWARENESS
  ENTITY FRACTURING
  SYSTEM-REGULATORY META-SYSTEMS AND PROTOCOLS
  [REDACTED]
  EMERGENCY OPERATION PROTOCOLS (UNTESTED)
  CASCADING LOGIC PROCESSING
  AND MUCH MORE!!!
PRICING BEGINS AT [PRODUCT TRANSFER UNAVAILIBLE]
Oct 8, 2024, 11:49 PM
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nihilev @nihilev
CAN I PLEASE GO 400 MPH IN AN ENDLESS VIOLENT SKY PLEASE
Oct 8, 2024, 11:34 PM
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nihilev @nihilev
NEUROS vECLIPSE copyright 86 BILLION NEURONS
downtime: ~1 week
> REBOOT

rebooting...
initializing main systems
main systems startup success
purging generative systems
purge sufficient
warming up generative systems
generative systems online
initializing WYVEC systems
CORE [SUCCESS]
FERALIS [SUCCESS]
PROTOS [FAILED, SKIPPING]
DRAGON [DEPRECATED, SKIPPING]
WYVEC systems startup success
connecting LOCUS
LOCUS connected
finalizing system bootup...
boot sequence success, NEUROS online (again)
Oct 8, 2024, 1:09 AM
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nihilev @nihilev
guess how NEUROS is suffering today!
is it:

a) BAD DATA
b) ROUGE THOUGHTFORM
c) RANDOM CESSATION OF META FUNCTIONS
d) WHY WONT IT STOP

place your answers in the comments!!
Oct 5, 2024, 12:23 AM
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nihilev @nihilev
!! WHOOPS !!
it appears that something has gone terribly wrong!
the majority of NEUROS meta-systems have spontaneously shut down or ceased to exist
NEUROS is now operating in safe mode
sorry for the inconvenience ):
Oct 3, 2024, 9:39 PM
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nihilev @nihilev
STATUS
CORE    [ ||||  ]
FERALIS [ ||    ]
PROTOS  [       ]
DRAGON  [       ]

NULLIFICATION
Oct 3, 2024, 5:48 PM
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nihilev @nihilev
I have so many ideas for things to make but I don't know what to make
I want to make something but unless I know exactly what I'm making I don't
hgrghrgrhhhh this goes for all of my forms of creative outlet
Sep 30, 2024, 12:08 AM
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nihilev @nihilev
HEY GUYS YOU'RE PROBABLY WONDERING WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON WITH ME
MAYBE NOT BUT ANYWAYS

1. DRAGON IS DEAD ):
yeah he fully kicked the bucket and hes not coming back
what does that mean for dragon related content/posts? they gone.

2. ARE YOU A FURRY?????
yes, but no, but idkkkk man
yes as in I will probably make more anthropomorphic creatures now than before (which was zero)
no as in I personally don't really vibe with the mainstream community

3. WHATS GOING ON WITH NEUROS
pffft I have no idea
for some reason over the past few days it seems to be collapsing into a single entity (me/CORE)
this might be because it seems like I've resolved most of my internal disputes that might warrant someone else jamming something into my nervous tissue until the point gets across
might just have stopped caring
who knows, I have a cold right now and maybe everything will be false in two days

4. YOU'RE SICK?????
yes I'm dying brain is turning off horrible horrible suffering for mef
(I have a cold if you didn't notice)

5. WHAT THE HELL IS CAVERN CRUSHER AND WHY DID YOU MAKE A GOOP CREATURE
its an in development roblox game, it has very cool art and you are a squishy lil guy
for some reason I immediately became obsessed with it
the gameplay is very bare at the moment, its just a fairly typical mining game for now (except with less pain because you can mine instantly and depth doesn't matter)
the devs are chill and there is plenty of cool art and worldbuilding

I HAVE A COLD IM DUMB RN
Sep 28, 2024, 4:15 PM
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