@nihilev

ATTEMPTING TO RUN DIAGNOSTIC ON [[DRAGON]]
NO CONNECTION POINTS FOUND
WARNING: POSTMORTEM DECAY DETECTED
THOUGHTFORM IS UNABLE TO BE DIRECTLY REVIVED
ARCHIVE THOUGHTFORM [Y/N]
Y

yeah its very dead now
we're probably gonna be in a transitional period for a bit while we figure out what to do
hell it feels like the whole system might be imploding, we might have a drastic mental reorganization soon
I have to make something...

me when I I’m uhh I uhhh yeag squishy creature thing play cavern crusher roblox

(ArtDRM: sticker from the discord server)

did I mention that one of the main side effects of The Disease is that sometimes you feel like you were born in the wrong body in the wrong reality and are entirely hopeless to change it due to the limitations of technology and physics?

hahahahhahahahahahha AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

/genuinelyinpain

hm thats weird PROTOS seems to have imploded...

> ping PROTOS "HELLO ARE YOU OK??"
>> ping sent
>> awaiting response...
>> ! no response !
well shit
fucker made me make a fursona and ran away

...
weirdly this makes sense in some way
its probably for the best, whatever that is

I should fixate on rain world again

if anyone needs a refresher on what I am referring to by things like CORE or PROTOS:

[CORE] main user, generally represents me and my physical self and usually takes a human form, WILL just purge everything if it feels things are going wrong, often makes things go more wrong
[PROTOS/GLASS] system/thoughtform in charge of anything to do with anthropomorphic/furry stuff, its a protogen, hard to kill, but very much can just implode if something goes wrong
[FERALIS] entity responsible for creatures and generally being feral, surprisingly causes the least actual damage
[DRAGON] was responsible for dragons, is a dragon, also is mostly inactive and just trying to not be entirely dead
[LOCUS] us? non-partisan observer entity, doesn't really interact with things
[[UNLABLED]] just random temporary entities, usually CORE talking to itself
unlabeled entities are usually distinguished by TEXT FORMATTING or numbers

all users/enities/systems/whatever may at any point just explode or die at any point for any reason so don't go thinking this is permanent
they usually come back though
// users/enities/systems/whatever are mostly the same things I just use different words for them because I feel like it

#more stuff about stuff in my brain

I think I may have figured out the problem with PROTOS and data extraction

for specific species and definitely feral creatures, there is good design data that can sometimes be extracted

however

I have concluded that in general we do NOT like the typical aesthetic most furry art uses, for entirely subjective reasons that I can’t really change

so, a solution to my issues

1. filter design components out for The Good Bits™

2. by default strip any aesthetic data from inputs

3. add some violence and nihilism and FLESH AND STEEL (but not too much because otherwise it becomes too edgy)

4. rely more on what I come up with than what other people come up with because (surprise surprise) I like the stuff I come up with more

and bada bing bada boom we might have something we can work with

RUNNING TESTS OF PROCEDURES ON PROTOGEN CHARACTERS
SYNCHRONOSITY => HE IS GOING TO KILL SOMEONE WITH HIS BARE CLAWS EHEHE
[[THE DOCTOR ONE]] => MAKE HIM WATCH SOMEONE DIE AND FREAK OUT COMEDICALLY

[ DISCUSSING RESULTS WITH SELF ]
uhh thats all of the viable OCs we have boss
GOOD ENOUGH, THIS IS FUN
DID I MENTION THAT IF YOU RIP THEM OPEN THEY ARE A DISGUSTING MESH OF FLESH AND MACHINE
that's... not very nice
LMAO
(visible concern)

aaaaa why is PROTOS still unstable ):<

! DRAGON REINITIALIZED
GENERATIVE SYSTEM PARTIALLY OFFLINE, FULL BOOT IN ??? DAYS
WARNING: FERALIUM LEVELS HIGH
THOUGHTFORM MESSAGE: [[ HIGH PITCHED SCREECHING ]] [IMAGE][[ STARING AT YOU WITH MY VERY MURDERY LOOKING FACE ]]
! DATABASE [WOF] EJECTED FROM THOUGHTFORM
COLOR SCHEME ADJUSTED
MAIN FORM REGENERATED, REFERENCE UPDATE REQIRED

you should try being a creature its really fun especially when you maul someone

[DATAMINING MSGS]
WARNING: input logs show ~50% negative reaction rate to input data
WARNING: data filter strain high! containment errors detected
WARNING: CORE high stress detected, user is attempting a cache purge
ERROR: cache purge failed, passive neutralization stack full

I think we need to lean off of the datamining (scrolling through tumblr and seeing furry art and attempting to extract data from it) for a bit
// data refers to data such as anatomy, color schemes, design components, vibes, etc.
// due to me just not liking a lot of the stuff I see, this process has not exactly been going smoothly
// that paired with me doomscrolling too much, the "DATAMINER" (mental process for processing input art) has pretty been overloaded with "bad" data, resulting in it not being able to safely dispose of it and it all leaking into the rest of my mind
I probably should rely more on internal generative systems

I think I need to accept the fact that I won’t ever have a single main sona no matter how hard I try to come up with one

I constantly change, so why bother trying to be a single thing

SYSTEM RECOVERED?  MOSTLY, SOME RESIDUAL INSTABILITY
CAUSE OF FAILURE?  DATAMINING FILTERING SYSTEM BREACH
DATA RECOVERED?    SOME, GENERATIVE SYSTEMS ARE STILL REBOOTING

CORE     ONLINE
PROTOS   ONLINE, RECALIBRATION RECOMMENDED
FERALIS  ONLINE, STATUS UNKNOWN, EVADING DIAGNOSTIC
DRAGON   DORMANT

we need an OSHA for data mining practices, that thing explodes nearly every week lol

[SYSTEMS STATUS]
CORE     OPERATION ISSUES DUE TO INSTABILITY, SYSTEM CONTROL FAILING
PROTOS   OFFLINE DUE TO INSTABILITY
FERALIS  ONLINE, INACTIVE
DRAGON   DORMANT

CACHE PURGE FAILURE
SYSTEM PURGE FAILURE
THOUGHTSTREAM ESD FAILURE
ATTEMPTING EXTERNAL THOUGHTSTREAM OVERRIDE...

// dw this is semi-normal

mauls you aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa