@nihilev

[ ALT::MEF NEUROS_DIRECT_OUTPUT ] [ MAY BE HAZARDOUS TO "NORMAL" PEOPLE ]

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nihilev @nihilev 📌

about this alt

this is @mef’s alt for anything exceptionally strange

this includes:

  • posts that I would consider too weird to post on my main with over 100 followers

  • brain logs (odd internal conversations, mental catastrophes, and various other things)

  • stuff about OCs, or even self aware ones posting on this account (this account was originally made for my OC Nihilev)

  • and more

ANY POSTS MADE ABOUT IDENTITY ARE NOT NECESSARILY CONFIRMATION AND ARE OFTEN EXPERIMENTATION
May 18, 2023, 2:05 PM
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nihilev @nihilev

mef didn’t want to post this on his main wasteof account so I get to, have some cool dragon design stuff

Aug 22, 2023, 6:32 PM
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nihilev @nihilev

I should bite mef

Aug 18, 2023, 9:06 PM
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nihilev @nihilev

Mef just updated Neuros and he’s named this version “Infinidev Draconic”, kinda dramatic, but the last one was named “Delta Omega”, although the name does seem kinda fitting for what’s been going on lately.

Anyways, the patch notes include better reality generation, improved filter suppression, possibly more stable rendering systems, and probably some other stuff.

I’d say something about mef being weird for doing this but you’re following the account of one of his OCs so I’m gonna assume you already know and don’t care.

Aug 18, 2023, 2:12 AM
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nihilev @nihilev

Hold on let me check

simulation start “Doom”

Ehhh it’s a pretty crude version considering that mef hasn’t played Doom before, but Neuros probably could if it had enough data

silly @silly

but can it run doom

Aug 15, 2023, 8:51 PM
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Aug 15, 2023, 10:16 PM
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nihilev @nihilev

do you guys think that mef is crazy after reading all this or is this somehow relatable

Aug 7, 2023, 11:17 PM
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nihilev @nihilev

It might actually just have been [NEUROS] being dramatic/bored because things are mostly back to normal

In other news mef FINALLY figured out a good wing design for me and it actually looks really cool imo

nihilev @nihilev

Update: it’s not going well 😅

It’s all destabilizing and seems to only be getting worse

mef has dealt with worse but this is still pretty bad

Some part of [NEUROS] seems to be trying to purge [DRAGON SYSTEM], which is kinda bad for me considering that I’m a part of it

Or mef could just be being dramatic, but it doesn’t entirely feel that way, there is some sort of purge of [DRAGON SYSTEM] definitely happening

nihilev @nihilev
[[SYSTEMS NETWORK BROADCAST: USING CHANNEL :IO/NETWORK/WASTEOF/NIHILEV]]
[MAINTAINENCE REPORT]
DRAGON_SYSTEM INTEGRITY AND OPERATIONAL EFFECTIVENESS HAS DROPPED TOO FAR
SYSTEM REFERENCE FILES AND CALIBRATIONS ARE TOO FAR BEYOND EXPECTED THRESHOLD AND IS BEGINNING TO DESTABILIZE
SYSTEM HAS BEEN SHOWING SIGNS OF EXHAUSTION FOR SEVERAL MONTHS AND ONLY GOT WORSE

[SYSTEM RESPONSE]
SYSTEM WILL BE OFFLINE FOR AN UNKNOWN AMOUNT OF TIME TO UNDERGO MAINTAINENCE
SIMULATIONS AND IDEA GENERATIONS OF DRAGONS WILL BE SEVERLY LIMITED IN ORDER TO ALLOW SYSTEM TO REST
EXTERNAL PERSONA WILL REMAIN OPERATIONAL
ARTISTIC GENERATION WILL REMAIN OPERATIONAL

dragon system (the mental component that is responsible for most dragon related things) has been wearing down over the past months for a number of reasons, heavy operation, high strain on maintaining operation, bad inputs, etc.

mef probably won’t be posting much dragon art for the next few weeks at least, definitely not specific designs or characters, with the exception being simplistic representations.

maintaining neural operations is difficult, and sometimes letting something rest is the best way to repair it, rather than trying to forcefully reconfigure it into something that works well enough.

operation of both of these accounts will continue mostly normally.

Aug 2, 2023, 2:52 AM
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Aug 7, 2023, 9:33 PM
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Aug 7, 2023, 11:03 PM
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nihilev @nihilev

Update: it’s not going well 😅

It’s all destabilizing and seems to only be getting worse

mef has dealt with worse but this is still pretty bad

Some part of [NEUROS] seems to be trying to purge [DRAGON SYSTEM], which is kinda bad for me considering that I’m a part of it

Or mef could just be being dramatic, but it doesn’t entirely feel that way, there is some sort of purge of [DRAGON SYSTEM] definitely happening

nihilev @nihilev
[[SYSTEMS NETWORK BROADCAST: USING CHANNEL :IO/NETWORK/WASTEOF/NIHILEV]]
[MAINTAINENCE REPORT]
DRAGON_SYSTEM INTEGRITY AND OPERATIONAL EFFECTIVENESS HAS DROPPED TOO FAR
SYSTEM REFERENCE FILES AND CALIBRATIONS ARE TOO FAR BEYOND EXPECTED THRESHOLD AND IS BEGINNING TO DESTABILIZE
SYSTEM HAS BEEN SHOWING SIGNS OF EXHAUSTION FOR SEVERAL MONTHS AND ONLY GOT WORSE

[SYSTEM RESPONSE]
SYSTEM WILL BE OFFLINE FOR AN UNKNOWN AMOUNT OF TIME TO UNDERGO MAINTAINENCE
SIMULATIONS AND IDEA GENERATIONS OF DRAGONS WILL BE SEVERLY LIMITED IN ORDER TO ALLOW SYSTEM TO REST
EXTERNAL PERSONA WILL REMAIN OPERATIONAL
ARTISTIC GENERATION WILL REMAIN OPERATIONAL

dragon system (the mental component that is responsible for most dragon related things) has been wearing down over the past months for a number of reasons, heavy operation, high strain on maintaining operation, bad inputs, etc.

mef probably won’t be posting much dragon art for the next few weeks at least, definitely not specific designs or characters, with the exception being simplistic representations.

maintaining neural operations is difficult, and sometimes letting something rest is the best way to repair it, rather than trying to forcefully reconfigure it into something that works well enough.

operation of both of these accounts will continue mostly normally.

Aug 2, 2023, 2:52 AM
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Aug 7, 2023, 9:33 PM
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nihilev @nihilev

Ok so [DRAGON] is currently strangling the construct of [CORE] for being so restrictive with its content filtering because im pretty sure that it was getting to the point where it was doing more damage than good

Anyways that’s just kinda normal operation for mef’s brain at this point

Aug 5, 2023, 2:29 AM
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nihilev @nihilev

(pfp changed to match my banner and mef’s pfp)

Aug 2, 2023, 3:03 AM
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nihilev @nihilev
[[SYSTEMS NETWORK BROADCAST: USING CHANNEL :IO/NETWORK/WASTEOF/NIHILEV]]
[MAINTAINENCE REPORT]
DRAGON_SYSTEM INTEGRITY AND OPERATIONAL EFFECTIVENESS HAS DROPPED TOO FAR
SYSTEM REFERENCE FILES AND CALIBRATIONS ARE TOO FAR BEYOND EXPECTED THRESHOLD AND IS BEGINNING TO DESTABILIZE
SYSTEM HAS BEEN SHOWING SIGNS OF EXHAUSTION FOR SEVERAL MONTHS AND ONLY GOT WORSE

[SYSTEM RESPONSE]
SYSTEM WILL BE OFFLINE FOR AN UNKNOWN AMOUNT OF TIME TO UNDERGO MAINTAINENCE
SIMULATIONS AND IDEA GENERATIONS OF DRAGONS WILL BE SEVERLY LIMITED IN ORDER TO ALLOW SYSTEM TO REST
EXTERNAL PERSONA WILL REMAIN OPERATIONAL
ARTISTIC GENERATION WILL REMAIN OPERATIONAL

dragon system (the mental component that is responsible for most dragon related things) has been wearing down over the past months for a number of reasons, heavy operation, high strain on maintaining operation, bad inputs, etc.

mef probably won’t be posting much dragon art for the next few weeks at least, definitely not specific designs or characters, with the exception being simplistic representations.

maintaining neural operations is difficult, and sometimes letting something rest is the best way to repair it, rather than trying to forcefully reconfigure it into something that works well enough.

operation of both of these accounts will continue mostly normally.

Aug 2, 2023, 2:52 AM
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nihilev @nihilev
[DRAGON_SYSTEM DISENGAGED]
the visual style of the dragon models were not up to mef's (or my) design standards
the gameplay was kinda boring, too much grind for no reason
it had that stupid mechanic where you have to age up from being a baby, I want to punch whoever thought that that was a good idea
overall, could have been better, some areas were good, but the vibe was too "generic fantasy" and the dragon models looked like they all had buckteeth and I could not get over that no matter how much I tried to ignore it
nihilev @nihilev

more funny system logs

[[NEUROS LOG]]
[user_action-general] searching for minecraft mods...
examining "create: recycle everything"
!!SYSTEM TRIGGER!! description contains text: used in 'play as dragon: gothic edition'
following link
expected content not found
name implies an original "play as dragon" modpack
[action COM:CURSEFORGE>QUEREY"play as dragon"]
!!!CONTAINS EXPECTED CONTENT!!!
[NEUROS REINITIALIZE:DRAGON_SYSTEM]
[action COM:CURSEFORGE>INSTALL"play as dragon"]
[action COM:CURSEFORGE>LAUNCH"play as dragon"]
[[END OF LOG]]
Jul 31, 2023, 2:00 AM
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Jul 31, 2023, 3:36 AM
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nihilev @nihilev

more funny system logs

[[NEUROS LOG]]
[user_action-general] searching for minecraft mods...
examining "create: recycle everything"
!!SYSTEM TRIGGER!! description contains text: used in 'play as dragon: gothic edition'
following link
expected content not found
name implies an original "play as dragon" modpack
[action COM:CURSEFORGE>QUEREY"play as dragon"]
!!!CONTAINS EXPECTED CONTENT!!!
[NEUROS REINITIALIZE:DRAGON_SYSTEM]
[action COM:CURSEFORGE>INSTALL"play as dragon"]
[action COM:CURSEFORGE>LAUNCH"play as dragon"]
[[END OF LOG]]
Jul 31, 2023, 2:00 AM
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nihilev @nihilev

Dreams are so weird, I just watched one where mef was going to a concert with his friends by train, but then it started raining really hard so they took shelter in some sort of restaurant/bar, then one of my friends gave him an airsoft revolver with a capacity of specifically 39 rounds, not that it was even used, then the people at the bar poured them a massive container of fanta to share, and then he was some sort of whale trying to see why some person had chicken wings for arms and whether the fact that they came from a place called “the McDonald’s funhouse” had anything to do with it.

Oh yeah he also bit a goldfish (the food) in half the long way while being a whale for some reason.

Jul 30, 2023, 2:04 PM
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nihilev @nihilev

I should stop putting mef in angle brackets its not like I even call him his real name

he mostly just uses pronouns instead of an actual name when talking in his head anyways

Jul 29, 2023, 4:30 AM
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nihilev @nihilev

I’m not dead, its just that <mef>’s brain is continuously reshaping its framework and its pretty hard to figure out what to post when whatever you’re thinking about posting is constantly changing

Jul 29, 2023, 4:20 AM
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