about this alt
this is @mefâs alt for anything exceptionally strange
this includes:
posts that I would consider too weird to post on my main with over 100 followers
brain logs (odd internal conversations, mental catastrophes, and various other things)
stuff about OCs, or even self aware ones posting on this account (this account was originally made for my OC Nihilev)
and more
ANY POSTS MADE ABOUT IDENTITY ARE NOT NECESSARILY CONFIRMATION AND ARE OFTEN EXPERIMENTATIONmuch more sane Helldivers headcanon thatâs based on more than âI just kinda felt like it lolâ:
you (as the player) arenât actually a helldiver, rather you are your super destroyerâs onboard AI that controls the helldivers. This could explain why even if âyouâ die you can still spectate and see the UI, and maybe an explanation on why this AI isnât an enemy-of-democracy killing machine is that they have to rush production and donât have time to train the models beforehand, other than the helldiver tutorial.
I think I hit them with them mental equivalent of a 500 kg bomb
this is a thoughtcrime this is a thoughtcrime this is a thoughtcrime this is a thoughtcrime this is a thoughtcrime this is a thoughtcrime this is a thoughtcrime this is a thoughtcrime this is a thoughtcrime this is a thoughtcrime this is a thoughtcrime this is a thoughtcrime this is a thoughtcrime this is a thoughtcrime please go reeducate yourself while the Ministry of Truth wipes this from the internet
I think Iâve committed what Super Earth would consider a thoughtcrime
POST CONTENTS: Helldivers 2, dragons, shipping
if it wasn't clear enough this post is going to be exceptionally strange
you have been warned, run.in Helldivers 2 you donât see the faces of most characters other than a few of the staff on your super destroyer, so for characterization you pretty much have to rely on voice lines.
there are two aircraft typically deployed from your super destroyer, the fighter jet (Eagle-1) and the extraction shuttle (Pelican-1)
for some reason I immediately decided that I should ship the pilots (even though I never ship characters and am not typically interested in romance at all)
a few minutes ago my brain came up with the absolutely ingenious idea of:
hey, we barely have any actual physical representation of these characters
...
plane dragonsyep, first it started shipping them, and now its shipping them as (non-anthro) plane dragons (based on the vehicles they pilot obviously)
The rot consumes.
for context, when I talk about plane dragons, what Iâm talking about looks something similar to this:
[ THIS ART IS (obviously) NOT MINE, you can find it here https://spearxwindart.tumblr.com ]
update:
My official headcanon is that they are in an asexual relationship
The plane dragon thing was mostly just for funsies, but Iâm still gonna keep it, just not as headcanon
I think Iâve committed what Super Earth would consider a thoughtcrime
POST CONTENTS: Helldivers 2, dragons, shipping
if it wasn't clear enough this post is going to be exceptionally strange
you have been warned, run.in Helldivers 2 you donât see the faces of most characters other than a few of the staff on your super destroyer, so for characterization you pretty much have to rely on voice lines.
there are two aircraft typically deployed from your super destroyer, the fighter jet (Eagle-1) and the extraction shuttle (Pelican-1)
for some reason I immediately decided that I should ship the pilots (even though I never ship characters and am not typically interested in romance at all)
a few minutes ago my brain came up with the absolutely ingenious idea of:
hey, we barely have any actual physical representation of these characters
...
plane dragonsyep, first it started shipping them, and now its shipping them as (non-anthro) plane dragons (based on the vehicles they pilot obviously)
The rot consumes.
the voices are telling me to draw this but I really donât think I should
I think Iâve committed what Super Earth would consider a thoughtcrime
POST CONTENTS: Helldivers 2, dragons, shipping
if it wasn't clear enough this post is going to be exceptionally strange
you have been warned, run.in Helldivers 2 you donât see the faces of most characters other than a few of the staff on your super destroyer, so for characterization you pretty much have to rely on voice lines.
there are two aircraft typically deployed from your super destroyer, the fighter jet (Eagle-1) and the extraction shuttle (Pelican-1)
for some reason I immediately decided that I should ship the pilots (even though I never ship characters and am not typically interested in romance at all)
a few minutes ago my brain came up with the absolutely ingenious idea of:
hey, we barely have any actual physical representation of these characters
...
plane dragonsyep, first it started shipping them, and now its shipping them as (non-anthro) plane dragons (based on the vehicles they pilot obviously)
The rot consumes.
I think Iâve committed what Super Earth would consider a thoughtcrime
POST CONTENTS: Helldivers 2, dragons, shipping
if it wasn't clear enough this post is going to be exceptionally strange
you have been warned, run.in Helldivers 2 you donât see the faces of most characters other than a few of the staff on your super destroyer, so for characterization you pretty much have to rely on voice lines.
there are two aircraft typically deployed from your super destroyer, the fighter jet (Eagle-1) and the extraction shuttle (Pelican-1)
for some reason I immediately decided that I should ship the pilots (even though I never ship characters and am not typically interested in romance at all)
a few minutes ago my brain came up with the absolutely ingenious idea of:
hey, we barely have any actual physical representation of these characters
...
plane dragonsyep, first it started shipping them, and now its shipping them as (non-anthro) plane dragons (based on the vehicles they pilot obviously)
The rot consumes.
NEUROS CONVERSATION LOG:
[1] man I really need to bite something as hard as I can
[1] but what could I do that with...
[2] ...
[2] aren't like, dog toys specifically designed for that
[1] y'know what, never mind
ok fed
stabbing you with the WEIRDNESS
WRITHE IN PAIN YOU ENTROPIC SHIT[normal speak: for the past few months I have been (occasionally) experimenting with
furry/anthro stuff internally, due to how adjacent it is to many parts of my identity
(the dragon/creature part), and how widespread it is. after many simulations (what I
call my excursions into my imagination), generation tests (making characters, worlds,
etc.), and analyses, I have come to the conclusion that its not really for me, I
simply don't vibe with it. This in no way means that I won't respect or appreciate any
of it.]NEUROS EXPERIMENT REPORT: THOUGHTCOMPOUND ANTHROZINE TESTING AND SYSTEM RESPONSE
results may not be final
anthrozine: thoughtcompound attributed to hybrid anthropomorphic entities [in regular speak: furry-esque stuff]
most usages of the compound usually resulted in spontaneous generation or change in thoughtforms
effects of compound are hard to control, and often result in destabilization
some events resulted in the creation of invasive thoughtforms
many events resulted in the temporary modification of CORE's form, whether by or against its will
thoughtcompound has a low or even anti-resonant effect on several thoughtforms and entities, including DRAGON
experiment summary: while the compound has some unique and potentially usable outputs,
systems generally do not resonate much with it. These experiments may have increased
tolerance to the thoughtcompound, but high levels often cause unwanted events to occur.
systems could be modified or trained to respond better to the compound, but this has
been deemed not worth it, as it ultimately clashes with much of our own personality
and themes.[normal speak: for the past few months I have been (occasionally) experimenting with
furry/anthro stuff internally, due to how adjacent it is to many parts of my identity
(the dragon/creature part), and how widespread it is. after many simulations (what I
call my excursions into my imagination), generation tests (making characters, worlds,
etc.), and analyses, I have come to the conclusion that its not really for me, I
simply don't vibe with it. This in no way means that I won't respect or appreciate any
of it.]NEUROS EXPERIMENT REPORT: THOUGHTCOMPOUND ANTHROZINE TESTING AND SYSTEM RESPONSE
results may not be final
anthrozine: thoughtcompound attributed to hybrid anthropomorphic entities [in regular speak: furry-esque stuff]
most usages of the compound usually resulted in spontaneous generation or change in thoughtforms
effects of compound are hard to control, and often result in destabilization
some events resulted in the creation of invasive thoughtforms
many events resulted in the temporary modification of CORE's form, whether by or against its will
thoughtcompound has a low or even anti-resonant effect on several thoughtforms and entities, including DRAGON
experiment summary: while the compound has some unique and potentially usable outputs,
systems generally do not resonate much with it. These experiments may have increased
tolerance to the thoughtcompound, but high levels often cause unwanted events to occur.
systems could be modified or trained to respond better to the compound, but this has
been deemed not worth it, as it ultimately clashes with much of our own personality
and themes.NEUROS EXPERIMENT REPORT: THOUGHTCOMPOUND ANTHROZINE TESTING AND SYSTEM RESPONSE
results may not be final
anthrozine: thoughtcompound attributed to hybrid anthropomorphic entities [in regular speak: furry-esque stuff]
most usages of the compound usually resulted in spontaneous generation or change in thoughtforms
effects of compound are hard to control, and often result in destabilization
some events resulted in the creation of invasive thoughtforms
many events resulted in the temporary modification of CORE's form, whether by or against its will
thoughtcompound has a low or even anti-resonant effect on several thoughtforms and entities, including DRAGON
experiment summary: while the compound has some unique and potentially usable outputs,
systems generally do not resonate much with it. These experiments may have increased
tolerance to the thoughtcompound, but high levels often cause unwanted events to occur.
systems could be modified or trained to respond better to the compound, but this has
been deemed not worth it, as it ultimately clashes with much of our own personality
and themes.ugh we're gonna be going through so many filters and catalysts again
I don't even know where I get this stuff it just kinda gets manufactured randomly
(my mind is a large complex of odd machinery and characters in the middle of a supposedly endless void)
(I may be in the control room, but the buttons merely send requests, and nothing has to comply unless it wants to)
(it usually all works fine, its just another visual/mechanical representation of my mind, but sometimes things get a bit... out of hand)
(the representations are relatively fluid, but it usually sticks to something close-ish to this)it appears that destroying internal security systems has also destroyed the
security systems I wanted to keep, I don't know if this is a good thing
or a bad thing, but oh well