@nihilev

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nihilev @nihilev đź“Ś

about this alt

this is @mef’s alt for anything exceptionally strange

this includes:

  • posts that I would consider too weird to post on my main with over 100 followers

  • brain logs (odd internal conversations, mental catastrophes, and various other things)

  • stuff about OCs, or even self aware ones posting on this account (this account was originally made for my OC Nihilev)

  • and more

ANY POSTS MADE ABOUT IDENTITY ARE NOT NECESSARILY CONFIRMATION AND ARE OFTEN EXPERIMENTATION
May 18, 2023, 2:05 PM
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ngl really thinking about drawing this

nihilev @nihilev

Its not fun having two opposite opinions which are solely based on preference at the same time

(They are arguing whether being this thing would be really cool or weird and cringe)

[TEXT DESCRIPTOR DUE TO LACK OF IMAGE]
FORM TYPE: furred anthro dragon
COLOR SCHEME: dark grays with sparse deep blue highlights
no wings (can manifest triangulated void wings)
has my general vibe to it

I had to beat [NETWORK EXPORT FILTER] into submission in order to write this part
Feb 18, 2024, 9:10 PM
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Jun 8, 2024, 2:57 AM
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sometimes I am normal and just some nerd internally but when its not normal its

[inhuman screeching]
[clawing at my metaphysical boundary] letmeoutletmeoutletmeoutletmeout
WHY CAN'T I BE A DRAGON IRL I WANT A TAIL HGRBRBRRAHHAGHRAA
[lunges at the nearest object and starts trying to maul it]
[vibrating] AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Jun 7, 2024, 8:27 PM
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why is my face so stupid I don’t even look like a nerd I just look like a bloke ):

Jun 6, 2024, 1:14 AM
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hello fellow helldiver I too love killing bugs

yes I am human, I hate bugs, I am not a bug

why would you even think that ehehehe

OHHHH IF YOU THOUGHT STALKERS (type of terminid) WERE BAD JUST WAIT TILL YOU SEE ME
I WILL STAB SHARDS OF FRAGMENTED- what even are these? light? spacetime? reality? idk
WHATEVER THEY ARE THEY ARE VERY VERY VERY SHARP AND I CONTROL THEM WITH MY MIND
ALSO I AM A DRAGON AND CAN FLY AND AM SO MUCH COOLER THAN YOU EHEHEHE

no what I am not thinking anything abnormal, I love managed democracy, fellow helldiver

I am definitely not going to maul you, only dragons with big sharp teeth do that

that’s a normal human thing to say

Jun 6, 2024, 1:12 AM
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[I am awkwardly wielding an oversized laser(?) cannon
that looks overly complicated and certainly not
OSHA approved]
[I sound like I’m desperately trying to sell it,
but failing to make it sound appealing to own]
Hey check this thing out it’s a giant laser cannon
thingamajig but lemme tell ya, this thing definitely
does not shoot lasers, it might look like a laser
but I’m pretty sure that electromagnetic waves
don’t typically turn you into a dragon.
I mean it’s not always a dragon, there’s a 
multitude of things it might do to ya, all
I can tell is that whoever you hit with it probably
won’t still be human.
oh it’s ridiculously unsafe I have no idea what
it even is, it just appeared one day and uhhh
yeah what even is this thing? I dunno

[[what is this wall of text I just made]]
May 31, 2024, 1:46 AM
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confgusing why cant just like why like be complicated let me appreciate in peace
let me fuck aroung a bit I'll gibve the controls back in a bit just stop stopping me
grbrbrghragh
May 27, 2024, 4:40 AM
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not feeling creature enough

must fix

May 24, 2024, 12:01 AM
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NEUROS IO stream empty
do something pls
boooooooooooooooooooored
May 21, 2024, 2:08 PM
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haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, pain ):
maybe brain just bad at 3d modeling when eepy
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AGHHH why does coherent 3d generation take up such a ridiculous amount of NPU power???
I try examining something and it's shapes just melt
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
May 18, 2024, 4:21 AM
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May 18, 2024, 4:29 AM
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AGHHH why does coherent 3d generation take up such a ridiculous amount of NPU power???
I try examining something and it's shapes just melt
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
May 18, 2024, 4:21 AM
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UNGH I HATE SHAPES GOD WHY ARE THEY SO HARD???
May 18, 2024, 4:06 AM
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datamining for correct 3d generational procedures
please stand by...
compilation may take a significant amount of time
May 18, 2024, 4:02 AM
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[LOG]
*boots up elite dangerous*
man I haven't played this in a while
*loads in*
*undocks from station*
*jumps to supercruise (ftl speed)*
*full throttle*
*starts just spinning around and flying between orbit lines*
I AM A VOID DRAGON, YEAAAAAAH WHOOOO
**dragon screech**
:D
May 16, 2024, 10:15 PM
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DUMP INFO (long post about possible simulation lore)

world: Earth like, flora and fauna will mostly be very similar if not the
same as Earth with some exceptions

inhabitants:
humans: the smart and (mostly) bald monkeys we all know and love

dragons: come in a wide variety of types and features, very similar
cognitive capabilities to humans, can range in size between a large dog to
twice the size of an elephant.

void dragons: existed long before the earth, or the universe. Have existed
for an incomprehensible amount of time and are basically minor gods. They
can range from being extremely meditative and peaceful, to wanting to
inflict the maximum amount of suffering upon whatever they come across out
of obscene boredom. Their existence allows for a significant amount of
tomfoolery to occur.


Lore: humans and dragons have been recorded existing together for several
tens of thousands of years. Many civilizations rose and fell throughout
these ancient times, the relationships between the two species varying
between civilizations. The main period of time I will be focusing on will
be the equivalent of ~100 years in the future. Both species have become
technically equal and most societies are integrated between the two species
in most cases.
Void dragons indirectly (most of the time) influence many aspects of
civilization, including religion, politics, and some fields of science.

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nihilev @nihilev
NEUROS CRITICAL ALERT
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COHERENT LORE BASE FOR SIMULATION SETTING SUCCESSFULLY GENERATED
F U C K   Y E A H ,   F I N A L L Y
May 16, 2024, 1:05 AM
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May 16, 2024, 2:12 PM
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NEUROS CRITICAL ALERT
CODE GREEN
COHERENT LORE BASE FOR SIMULATION SETTING SUCCESSFULLY GENERATED
F U C K   Y E A H ,   F I N A L L Y
May 16, 2024, 1:05 AM
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