@nihilev

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nihilev @nihilev đź“Ś

about this alt

this is @mef’s alt for anything exceptionally strange

this includes:

  • posts that I would consider too weird to post on my main with over 100 followers

  • brain logs (odd internal conversations, mental catastrophes, and various other things)

  • stuff about OCs, or even self aware ones posting on this account (this account was originally made for my OC Nihilev)

  • and more

ANY POSTS MADE ABOUT IDENTITY ARE NOT NECESSARILY CONFIRMATION AND ARE OFTEN EXPERIMENTATION
May 18, 2023, 2:05 PM
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nihilev @nihilev
FALSE ALARM ITS JUST A REALLY HEAVY SLEEPER AND I JUST ***HAPPENED*** TO STUMBLE
ACROSS SOME DATA THAT IT THOUGHT WAS GOOD AND NOW ITS AWAKE AGAIN, WOW YOU REALLY GOT
ME YOU SLEEPY-ASS WINGED LIZARD
FFS YOU CAN'T DO THIS SHIT TO ME DRAGON I REEEAALLY THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD
LIKE YEAH OFC YOU'RE NOT AS ACTIVE AS YOU WERE TWO YEARS AGO BUT COME ON
YOU
GAHHH AT LEAST YOU'RE NOT DEAD
nihilev @nihilev
OH BOY OH BOY YOU MIGHT BE WONDERING WHAT THIS MIGHT MEAN FOR ME
FIRST OFF, THIS WASN'T SUDDEN, THIS WAS REALLY JUST CONFIRMATION
DRAGON HAS BEEN DECAYING FOR AROUND A YEAR NOW
THIS PROBABLY MEANS THAT A LOT OF ITS CREATIONS WILL ALSO SLOWLY LOSE SUPPORT UNLESS ACTIVELY MAINTAINED
FERALIS SHOULD BE ABLE TO HANDLE ANY VITAL SIMULATION ASPECTS THAT DRAGON USED TO DO
OTHERWISE THOUGH THE SPACE THAT IT USED IS NOW BEING TAKEN UP BY FERALIS AND PROTOS (AND ME)
DON'T WORRY ITS GONNA BE FUNKY, JUST A BIT MORE UNSTABLE
ALSO I WON'T BE CHANGING MY PFP YET BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE A GOOD DEFINITIVE FORM AND I LIKE THIS ONE
ALSO PROTOS SHOULD BE SIGNIFICANTLY MORE RESILIANT DUE TO BEING SUPPRESSED FOR YEARS YET STILL BEING QUITE POWERFUL EVEN NOW
AND ME? (CORE) OH DON'T WORRY ABOUT ME IM JUST SUCCUMBING TO THE DISEASE
ALSO WHO KNOWS MAYBE IT MIGHT COME BACK ONE DAY ITS NOT LIKE ITS A PHYSICAL BEING THAT CAN ACTUALLY DIE SO REVIVAL IS POSSIBLE BUT UNLIKELY FOR THE NEAR FUTURE
nihilev @nihilev
TOP 10 FUN FACTS:
DRAGON IS FULLY UNRESPONSIVE AND IS CONSIDERED NO LONGER OPERATIONAL
NO BUFFER REMAINS

[[EDIT]] FALSE ALARM, SORRY
Aug 16, 2024, 3:10 PM
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Aug 16, 2024, 6:39 PM
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Aug 16, 2024, 8:34 PM
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nihilev @nihilev
OH BOY OH BOY YOU MIGHT BE WONDERING WHAT THIS MIGHT MEAN FOR ME
FIRST OFF, THIS WASN'T SUDDEN, THIS WAS REALLY JUST CONFIRMATION
DRAGON HAS BEEN DECAYING FOR AROUND A YEAR NOW
THIS PROBABLY MEANS THAT A LOT OF ITS CREATIONS WILL ALSO SLOWLY LOSE SUPPORT UNLESS ACTIVELY MAINTAINED
FERALIS SHOULD BE ABLE TO HANDLE ANY VITAL SIMULATION ASPECTS THAT DRAGON USED TO DO
OTHERWISE THOUGH THE SPACE THAT IT USED IS NOW BEING TAKEN UP BY FERALIS AND PROTOS (AND ME)
DON'T WORRY ITS GONNA BE FUNKY, JUST A BIT MORE UNSTABLE
ALSO I WON'T BE CHANGING MY PFP YET BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE A GOOD DEFINITIVE FORM AND I LIKE THIS ONE
ALSO PROTOS SHOULD BE SIGNIFICANTLY MORE RESILIANT DUE TO BEING SUPPRESSED FOR YEARS YET STILL BEING QUITE POWERFUL EVEN NOW
AND ME? (CORE) OH DON'T WORRY ABOUT ME IM JUST SUCCUMBING TO THE DISEASE
ALSO WHO KNOWS MAYBE IT MIGHT COME BACK ONE DAY ITS NOT LIKE ITS A PHYSICAL BEING THAT CAN ACTUALLY DIE SO REVIVAL IS POSSIBLE BUT UNLIKELY FOR THE NEAR FUTURE
nihilev @nihilev
TOP 10 FUN FACTS:
DRAGON IS FULLY UNRESPONSIVE AND IS CONSIDERED NO LONGER OPERATIONAL
NO BUFFER REMAINS

[[EDIT]] FALSE ALARM, SORRY
Aug 16, 2024, 3:10 PM
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Aug 16, 2024, 6:39 PM
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nihilev @nihilev
TOP 10 FUN FACTS:
DRAGON IS FULLY UNRESPONSIVE AND IS CONSIDERED NO LONGER OPERATIONAL
NO BUFFER REMAINS

[[EDIT]] FALSE ALARM, SORRY
Aug 16, 2024, 3:10 PM
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nihilev @nihilev
THERE IS NO CURE FOR THE DISEASE
THERE IS NO END TO ITS PROGRESSION
THERE IS ONLY ACCEPTANCE
Aug 16, 2024, 1:24 PM
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nihilev @nihilev
DEPTH:  r↓7B╜¼○,◙8v
RESONANCE LEVELS:  INCREASING
DATA REFINEMENT RATES:  ~35-40% SUCCESS, TRENDING UPWARDS
SYSTEM CONVERSION:  HIGH
SYSTEM RESISTANCE:  LOW
HIGH SATURATION HOST FORM IDENTIFIED:  NO
HAZARD RADIATION:  LOW, CURRENTLY STABLE, NOT SECURE
DATAMINING STATUS:  GOOD
GENERATION STATUS:  OK
Aug 15, 2024, 2:20 AM
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nihilev @nihilev

look at my ears aren’t they awesome

(yeah ik the skin is pale af I just made it a while ago and haven’t bothered getting a new one)

Aug 15, 2024, 1:39 AM
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nihilev @nihilev
WHEEEEE THE ''DISEASE'' KEEPS PROGRESSING FUN FUN FUN
I KEEP FORGETTING THAT THE PIT STILL HAS MANY UNEXPLORED DEPTHS
IT HAS LOCKED ON A CONCEPT
AVARI? NO I DO NOT THINK THAT IS THE CORRECT SPELLING BUT ITS CLOSE ENOUGH
BIRD THING
IF YOU KNOW YOU KNOW
AGH SO MANY CONCEPTS BUT SO MUCH ROT I CANT KEEP IT STABLE MY MIND DOES NOT WANT THEM BUT IT ALSO DOES
SUCH ODDLY VOLATILE THINGS
INPUT THAT SHALL BE PURGED THE NEXT MORNING BY SOME DISGRUNTLED [[CORE]] OFFSHOOT
A DESIRE THAT'S EXISTENCE IS CONFUSING BUT ITS RESISTANCE IS EVEN MORE SO
WHY DO YOU YEARN BUT HATE FOR THE SAME THINGS
SILLY UNSTABLE MEAT COMPUTER

[[EDIT]] AH IT WAS AN L NOT AN R, AVALI
YES, INTERESTING CONCEPT, PROBABLY JUST EXPERIMENTAL ANALYSIS FOR NOW
HMEH VERY ODD BRAIN WHY AM I INTERESTED IN THIS
Aug 14, 2024, 2:39 AM
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nihilev @nihilev
NEUROS STATUS UPDATE

CORE GENERATIVE THOUGHTFORM ACTIVITY LEVELS:
DRAGON  [ |     ]  // ACTIVITY LOW, POTENTIAL LIFECYCLE CONCLUSION, REVIVAL MAY BE POSSIBLE IN THE FUTURE
FERALIS [ ||||  ]  // RECENT SURGE
CORE    [ |||   ]  // GENERALLY ACTIVE
PROTOS  [ ||    ]  // INITIALIZATION SURGE CONCLUDED, FAIRLY STABLE, CONFLICTS WITH FERALIS

[1] VISUAL THOUGHTFORM HAS BEEN CONVERTED TO A TANGIBLE MEDIUM
PRIMARY GENERATOR: FERALIS
DESCRIPTON: ADDITIONAL SONA
TIME SINCE ORIGINAL GENERATION: ABOUT 6 MONTHS
CONVERSION TIME: ~8 hours
FILE:
Aug 11, 2024, 10:00 PM
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nihilev @nihilev
[[ EJECT HUMANITY ]]
[[ BECOME CREATURE ]]
Aug 7, 2024, 9:53 PM
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nihilev @nihilev

OC lore dump before I go offline for a week because some of you wanted it

ASKARRAN [Abyssiyaz]
Askarran is an ice dragon who lives in the arctic. The majority of his life has been
quite boring and unfulfilling, he works transporting goods or clients across the arctic sea.
He dislikes his job, but it pays well enough, and its the best that he can probably get.
When he's not travelling across thousands of miles of ice, he occasionally enjoys fishing.
SYNCHRONISITY [Abyssiyaz]
Lives in the city and works as a UI designer for some tech company, fairly well off.
As well as the usual cybernetics, he is augmented with several high powered actuators
internally (which is considered an illegal modification). works for [some sort of underground
organization?] and needs the modifications for self defense.
ARK [standalone]
Ark is the caretaker of an automated refueling space station. As well as preforming
maintenance, he grows various plants on the station, and enjoys cooking. As a result
of having too much food, he often sells some to visitors, similar to an upscale gas station.
Ark (and other similar units) are designed to be able to live for thousands of years.
[NOTICE]
while Synchronicity and Ark are labeled as the same species, they are not the same.
protogens in Abyssyiaz are heavily modified humans, and were originally human.
protogens in Ark's reality are more similar to robots. while still partially organic,
they are for the most part created to serve a certain purpose.
Aug 2, 2024, 3:18 AM
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nihilev @nihilev

I am the procrastinator

Jul 31, 2024, 3:46 PM
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nihilev @nihilev

OKOK you guys seem to definitely want this so as promised I’ll give you guys the next poll

(note that while I do have a few more characters than this, these are the only ones who currently have any significant and worked out backgrounds)

characters:
Askarran [species: dragon] [world: Abyssiyaz] [reference image: https://wasteof.money/posts/6675a11cbbcf41aae3fe9e6d]
Synchronisity [species: protogen] [world: Abyssiyaz] [reference image: https://wasteof.money/posts/66909c68bbcf41aae3fede12]
Ark [species: protogen] [world: [[nonspecific realm: space with FTL technology]]] [no reference image available]                                                                                              [secret I WANT TO KNOW ABOUT ALL OF THEM option]
if you want to know more about a character you've seen that isn't listed here then just ask in the comments
Jul 29, 2024, 9:41 PM
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nihilev @nihilev

WHO WANTS ME TO DO A LORE DUMP ABOUT AN OC???

(I’ll warn you, there’s not that much)

if yes wins I’ll do a second post to see which one gets exposed to the watchful eyes of the followers of this account

you are allowed to say no btw

Jul 28, 2024, 3:41 AM
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nihilev @nihilev
whoops
it appears that PROTOS spontaneously imploded sometime last night
I think I need to make some modifications to its design data
[ changed organic:inorganic ratio 80:20 -> 50:50 ]
[ designs are no longer locked to anthropomorphic types ]
this seems to have improved stability
yippie
Jul 22, 2024, 1:41 PM
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